it has started. and i haven't.

the 12wbt that is.

it began yesterday.

breakfast was yum - berry bruschetta.
lunch was turkey wrap. again yum
and dinner was my favorite - steak with avocado & corn salsa. i LOVE this meal. love it. i used to eat steak probably way too much! i'd win a tray or 2 in the meat raffles at the pub on thursday and friday nights, back in my 'young, wild, free and stupid' days!

my workout was FANTASTIC. first time at the gym since the day before bub was born.

it was hard. not super-duper hard. but hard. i really pushed myself, even though my feet were killing me and i had a stitch in my side and across the top of my tummy. but i did it....

not sure that my heart rate monitor was working properly....

but then today happened. we slept in. it was lovely, but not nice to see the time on the clock is 7:40am and that you have to leave home in an hour. or risk being late for your sanity-saver.

so i didn't eat breakfast.

and then, all during pump all i could think about was caramel tim tams. 

and double coated tim tams.

so after the class i went and bought some. and some haloumi. and a bottle of fronti.

wow. sugar and fat overload.

but it's done. 

tomorrow is the first weigh-in. i'll be stepping on the scales, and then getting the girls ready for day care as early as i can. and i'll be doing attack after dropping them off. 

my feet will hurt. my tummy will hurt with the stitch i will most likely get. and my whole body will have DOMS from pump today.

but it will be worth it. because i will be back on track tomorrow.

i will dust myself off from today. i will finish the shopping for items i wasn't able to get last week.

and i will smash out bucket loads of calories in attack. 

and i will feel AWESOME.

i will also complete the pre-season tasks. i have not had the time to sit down and listen to the properly with my full attention. which is actually quite frustrating!