I ended up in crying on the agent last night when he got home.
I'm over his long hours, even tho I know exactly why he's doing the hours he's doing, 7 days a week - to buy us a house. I just get lonely and bored, especially of an evening.
As he pointed out, without wanting to create an argument, I need to view the glass as half full not half empty.
I am so blessed in so many other ways!! Focus on those, dammit!!
Easier said than done? Of course! Humans are naturally a negative bunch whether we like it or not.
However one way in which I do know how I can feel better is to get a bit of control back in my life.
So today in going to go to the gym. And once the girls and I get home I'm going to get to work ticking items off my to-do list I created a whole 5 minutes ago!!
I do not expect to get all of this list completed today. There are things which I haven't even put on it!
To get just several completed will help my state of mind no end. Waiting for this baby to come without being able to actually plan anything is not good for a control freak like myself!!
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