i have had no idea what to write.
hence the lack of posts for nearly 2 weeks.
lbm#3 is still going great. thank heavens. the agent sat in front of me while i was sitting on the lounge last night, and sang to lbm#3. lbm went off! kept kicking whilst his/her daddy sang 'hush little baby' him/her. it was so nice. i had happy tears! lbm had been very quiet yesterday, so i was getting worried. bit daddy singing made him/her wiggle, which eased my fears!
bug & bubble are gooooood....if only they'd realise 5:45am is NOT a reasonable time to get up! argh!!!! we get up because of them once, maybe twice during the night. if not more. they are both forever trying to get in our bed through out the night. i need this habit broken. last thing i need is to be feeding a newborn with the agent, bug and/or bubble in the same bed as me. it's driving me insane! they've both been great sleepers, and now suddenly - oh look! it's midnight, time to party! oh look, it's 3am, time to party! argh!!!! the agent is so tired half the time (cos he doesn't go to bed at a reasonable hour) that bubble can simply slide herself in to bed beside him without him even realising! the more i think about it, the more i'm driven bat-shit crazy by the whole shituation! they share a room, and it seems that as soon as one is awake, she wakes the other up. bug used to be the kind that slept from 7am till 7am, 8am, even later. bubble used to be 7am-7pm without fail. i get she's a bit older now tho so may not need 12 hours solid. but 10 hours makes her super cranky after a day or 2. argh! thinking i'll put bubble in the spare room in the queen size bed and leave bug in her own room. i'd like to get a single bed for bubble but i just don't know if it would fit in the room she and bug share at the moment. we'll be using bubble's cot for lbm when he/she arrives. and to be honest, i'd rather not get a single bed and just get a double bed for her. much easier for her and me or the agent to fit into if she is sick.
the agent is working hard. no change there. looking forward to next weekend, as we're going to the hunter valley for a wedding. can't wait! mum and dad will be there, as will my brother. and we managed to get accommodation 5 minutes from the ceremony location, and 5 minutes from the reception location. bonus! and it has a pool. double bonus! it will be nice to be away, with the agent, and with family who are willing to help out with our girls. bit of a break? i HOPE!
and me? i'm good and crap all at once. 2 saturday's ago, the agent and i went to a 'men's cooking night' at his boss's place.....out of 8, yes EIGHT course, i could eat ONE. thankfully it was the dessert course and i'm not even sure i should have eaten it.
each couple had to bring a meal and prepare it at the house of the the agent's boss and then serve it up. there were oyster + vegetable shots, blue cheese in dates, raw mince, prawn salad, fish soup, pork something, venison something, duck orange. yeeeaaaaahh, due to personal choice, being pregnant and religious reasons, i don't eat ANY of that food. i had a bit of the prawn salad minus the prawns. i tried to eat the fish soup but it was simply DISGUSTING. and the dessert was a mousse something, which was yummy but i think it had liqueur in it....not good. oh and then there was how long the night went for. they had the last main course, the venison at 12:30am. they served dessert up after 1am. fucking ridiculous! who eats at that hour?! oh that's right. DRUNK PEOPLE. but usually it's kebabs, not duck or venison! we got home after 2am, think it was about 2:30am. the agent promptly went up to bed, leaving ME to deal with the prawn guts and heads he'd left on the sink after preparing the prawns for his salad at home before we left. G R O S S. i was livid! i let him have it the next day. i was not only tired at 9am, i was starving! i know it's not his fault i don't eat any of that food. it was the leaving me to clean up his fucking mess that did it for me! argh! the week following sort of went down hill.....i was tired, so my workouts were tough. bug was unwell. her molars are coming thru we worked out this morning, which means her ears are hurting her. i think it's that and the fact that she now does swimming on sundays. i think the water may be upsetting her ears. it hasn't been fun. oh and then my car had a flat battery. not happy. the girls then got into a pot of vaseline. vaseline is sticky shit. does not come off in cold water, or hot. baby wipes to the rescue! they were the only thing that got the shit off the girls hands. gggrrrr!!!!!
so i haven't been eating too great. nor have i been doing the women's health 21-day reboost. i couldn't be assed lately!
i have gotten a couple of things ticked off my to-do list. i want to do a 'to-done' post soon. maybe tomorrow.....
i did do a double pump/step class yesterday morning. and it felt sooooo good! i love that i stayed for step! been a while since i did that! just wish my leg would stop getting tired on me so fast - makes working out hard!!!
i'm feeling rather blah today. walked out of attack cos of said leg playing up. my heart was not in it. i struggle with attack. lots of jumping and running. i am looking forward to exercising without a baby bump, and being able to jump high like i normally do!
think i'm gonna have to adopt a JFDI attitude for the rest of the day - suck it up princess and just fucking do it. do whatever it takes to get thru the day! argh!!!!!!!
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